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STRONG WOMEN DON'T NAG!!!!

Certain people say mean things cause their life is empty.  Sad but little men with small P**** make strong accusations about nothing they know of.  And a person that will claim to be from a top psychiatry school is probably one that has been a patient and actually discharged.

So dont listen to comments or bother reading endless journals that speak of only thier selfless lives.  Im sure your well worth more than that.

PeaceSmile

[qtpiemom]
2008-08-18 02:01:07

STRONG WOMEN DON'T NAG!!!!

I think you are right on the spot! This entry is very good and accurate.

I read THE BOOK and will only work with loser guys. Trust me, I have used the book to my advantage...

I personally don't think they are "good guys" anymore. Unless they are damaged themselves, they will always be out looking for the better deal...and why not? women do the same when they are in their prime.

I am sure you have ignored that ugly guy in high school who wanted to be with you...maybe that would be your perfect guy, but he didn't have "the looks" or "the thrill"...why do you expect us to act differently?

Why would I keep an old car when can get a new one every 3 years? For a real guy, it simply does not make sense.

Trust me when I tell you no guy who have the game to land 20yo hotties will spend his life with a 40yo prune...

[lenahan]
2008-08-17 22:39:51

Yachtstock!!!! Vince Papale thanks! :)[deniic] 2008-08-07 15:39:38

Yachtstock!!!! Vince Papale you are fun[lenahan] 2008-08-05 00:15:41

Yachtstock!!!! Vince Papale

You will have your entry, kid. Great topic to discuss.

Mark.

[lenahan]
2008-08-04 22:11:17

Yachtstock!!!! Vince Papale thanks for the advice :][PoserBarbie] 2008-08-04 21:26:51

Yachtstock!!!! Vince Papale I dont know, people just want to read about people problems all the while, I dont get the novelty with it?
i'd rather have a good story about raccoons and eyepatches though ;] sall good.
Thanks for the comment xx[ImNotOkay]
2008-08-03 15:26:50

Yachtstock!!!! Vince Papale Hey! Thanks for the comment! Calorie counting is a bit scary but it's possible Smile Do you make your own dinner or do you eat with family/friends? If you make your own, that makes it a bit easier, just look at the packet of everything going in and it should say "x kcals per xg" which'll give you an idea of what's in it, or if someone else is making it, find out what is is a while in advance and then just put "calories in xyz" into a search engine and it should give you some approx. figures. You can do the ingredients seperately as well, but I tend to get confused doing that! Razz xxx[thinsponeeded] 2008-08-01 03:10:58

Yachtstock!!!! Vince Papale Thank you so much for your comment. I have so much to do and so little money to do it with. I need all the luck in the world![Justamom05] 2008-07-28 00:56:37

Yachtstock!!!! Vince Papale

Kristen, glad you enjoyed it.  We should chat on yahoo IM where my ID is panman0304 or through my e-mail addy, panman0304@hotmail.com.  Hope to talk with you real soon and enjoy that erotic fix with you..

Take care.

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This is probably the shortest one I've read so far but it is almost my favorite second only to the girl on girl...

the build up is amazing... you almost want to think of an ending yourself but it is never as good as the true ending...

i find myself waiting for your entry's for an erotic fix...

keep up the good work

 [awsmnss24]

[pantylover]
2008-07-28 00:39:22

Yachtstock!!!! Vince Papale

It's good to have a good time once in a while.

-Jovonnah Bunny Rabbit 

[DearGan]
2008-07-27 20:06:50

i just don't know... help!!!! So you need to shut off. Forget your emotions for a second and breath, as us humans like to call "relaxing" instead of "panicking". Ofcourse panicking always seems to win, no matter how much you try to calm down. It's just a matter of keeping your mind occupied, instead of thinking about the matter at hand. For example, a 100 people are in one room, however, there all in there owns discussions, no-ones looking at you or singling you out, you are just as equal and just as part of those 100. (I find that isolating yourself from everyone else, tends to make matters worse) find the positive side; no-one is judging you, not everyone has there eyes on you and checking your ever move, you can do as you please and not everyone will notice.
But first things first, you have to find out the cause, what makes you panic in the first place, fear? wanting to be liked? there are so many reasons, you have to find out which. And when you do, you can tackle that problem face to face, it's just a matter of thinking, and mentally telling yourself that your okay and theres nothing to worry about, whatever the reason it may be.
It can also be a lack of confidence, not everyone wants to speak first, make the first move, your mentality seems to be like starting things off is a problem, but then when it hits a rhythem you become comfortable (i really hope im not completely losing you here)
Say a job interview, they ask you one question, you begin to panic, you answer it, its fine, they ask you another you do the same, and when you see thats its going good, you begin to build that confidence, and become comfortable with the person your speaking to, create a rhythem, you seem to find things comfortable that can be done over and over, it's what makes you relax I suppose.
So God blessed me with the same thing, cheers. I have a problem talking to strangers in fear i might f*** it up you could call it lack of confidence, I just feel its telling the truth to myself, I can't do it, they might hate me, so I panic - (but thats a differant story altogether)
I'm trying to help you, not me.
Breathing helps, a break inbetween also (leaving a scene, when you find things awkward, then go back to it and try again) occupying your mind, waiting until you find your rhythem, theres loads of ways in which you can overcome this, it's just a matter of breaking the barrier and saying 'yes I can do it, and im not afraid' that's when you begin to calm down, taking control over the situation.
I just hope things get easier, I don't know what else to say, I feel I've rambled about nothing to you, but hey, if it's helped in the slightest it was worth it.
If you get up to here, I feel sorry for you. But what im meant to say is thanks for reading.

[ImNotOkay]
2008-07-24 16:56:48

i just don't know... help!!!!

Thankyou  i wont kill myself by doing this, honest, thanks for caring

:)

Juicyx 

[Juicyx]
2008-07-22 16:32:35

i just don't know... help!!!! She never said how old she was.
She just said she's due April 15th. I might be pregnant right now and if I am I should be due around March 28th and I'd be 4 weeks 4 days.

[ToxicDoll]
2008-07-22 16:18:53

If you live in or around Delco this is for you!

Thanx for joining  my beauty comp! You're pretty! I'm just waiting for another girl to decide on which pic she's going to use and then I'm gonna put all the pics in an entry and people can start voting. That Riverjam thing sounds cool. Take care! xxx

[FunForYou]
2008-07-22 11:27:20

LIFE IS HARD...DEAL WITH IT!

its not about life being hard. if i wasnt raped than i would not have an abortion. if u were ever raped maybe you'd know how i felt

i cant even sleep in my own damn bed nemore
its not about life bein hard, i know that sweety
understand life and experience it
decisions are complicated

[raspberrycola]
2008-06-27 21:42:37

LIFE IS HARD...DEAL WITH IT!

Kill a child who is not born yet (<3 months) is perfectly legal, why not do so?

Why giev birth to a kid that the parents don't want in an already overpopulated world?

And since you mentioned God, wasn't fornication a sin? Oh, wait, you may refer to Christianity "a la carte" when you get to f*** 20 guys and yet got to the altar wearing a white dress, rite?

[lenahan]
2008-06-26 23:30:57

what is it?!?!? ave had the same prob b4 jst tlk to a strange its hard at first but once u start it jst all cums out and you end up feeling beta. oh yeah and dnt jst smile thru it if u gotta problem speack your mind TTFN[ohdearohdear] 2008-06-05 10:02:48

K Os... no one cares///

Kristen, since you're over 18 I have added you as requested.  Please leave lots of comments about my entries and pictures.  If you decide not to remain a readeer, please let me know and I"ll remove your access.

Otherwise, enjoy and I look forward to your comments.

[pantylover]
2008-05-13 13:13:28

K Os... no one cares/// hey thanks for the comment! I've never seen cabin fever but I'll keep it in mind.

Do you have allergies? I had an earache and a cough for awhile and I found out I have allergies. I must have just developed them because I didnt have it a year ago. lol But im on allergy medication and it helps alot.[jingersnap721]
2008-05-09 13:57:10

K Os... no one cares///

They sell this thing that looks like a wax funnel at any sort of drug store. Kinda messy but you light the wide end of it with the smaller end in your ear, and burn the end. It sucks whatever is cloging your ear up out.

Kinda freaked me out when I lit it, but it worked really fast and it was only like 2 dollars

[jingersnap721]
2008-04-29 14:24:14

Too Late to apologize... thanxs it sorta helped!!!
[bubblylele]
2007-12-04 15:06:37

Too Late to apologize... i love this song to Very Happy[bellababiee] 2007-12-03 16:23:18

Too Late to apologize... lol thanks im 13 and i go to nerms middle skool and have to do square roots 4 homework that SUCKS!! well thanks!!!
so who r u?

[bubblylele]
2007-12-03 16:13:45

Too Late to apologize... I love this song too...I used to listen to it like 5 times everyday, but now I listen to it probably once a day lol...it reminds me if my previous relationship! [Missmonroe1986] 2007-12-03 16:00:19

All the trivial things..... ur not ranting. i love music also and no one wants to inconvenience themselves like that. be happy. you'll get thorugh it...[Wolfinhell] 2007-10-31 17:27:14

Stay This is a great song, I just bought the cd last week.[TornINBetween] 2007-10-20 22:21:07

How do you know? And no you may not be being physically abused, but you are being emotionally and mentally abused.[TornINBetween] 2007-09-25 18:56:30

How do you know?

If you are here just to get the opinions that you want to hear, then you are here for the wrong reasons.
Maybe you should make your diary private or semi private. I wasnt trying to tell you how your relationship should be, or could be, I was trying to tell you that I have been in this sitution, all the things that you have said about him, from page one, are the exact things that I have been put through. It was like reading my life in someone elses words.  Seriously with all this sh*t that you say he does, and the way he treats you, why do you love him, what is there to love about someone who makes you feel like you are constantly doing something wrong? I understand that every relationship has its ups and downs, but it doesnt have to be a constant struggle to be with someone.

[TornINBetween]
2007-09-25 18:47:48

love is blind... He is either telling you that you could do alot better than him because 1. He doesnt want to be with you anymore, or 2. he has low self esteem. Either way this relationship is not going to work. If he has low self esteem he needs to get help now. I have been in this ttpe of relationship before and it does not work.[TornINBetween] 2007-09-19 18:54:03

maturity! Did your boyfriends ex wife cheat on him while they were together...or did she leave him to be with another man? He sounds just like my ex, whose wife cheated on him while they were together. Does he constantly want to know where you have been, who you have been talking to? When you are out in public does he accuse you of looking at other men? I can tell you right now, that he is not going to change unless he gets help. No matter how much you love him, you have to love yourself more. You have to get out of this relationship, because if you dont, you are going to live the rest of your life in this situation. Can you see yourself living like this for the next 60 years?

Amanda[TornINBetween]
2007-09-05 19:19:23


 
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